Bugger...

I wish someone could crawl into my head and tell me if I'm insane, or merely crazy.

Or possibly just stupid.

Good news: I had a dream about work the other night, and it didn't involve Nashua. I was actually my regular old security guard self.

Bad news: My dream was rife with sharks and ticks.

Been having trouble sleeping, regardless of the dreams. Went to the doctor about it, he gave me some samples of Rozarum (sp?), but they don't help. They help me fall asleep, but they can't keep me asleep. The doc was also supposed to make an appt. for me to do a sleep study, but I never heard back from him on that.

All this past week I've felt like complete and utter shit. I can't sleep, or I'm sleeping odd hours. I wake up all sweaty even though the air conditioning is on and we have a fan blowing, feeling like I haven't slept.

And I have to work tonight, though I've been up since 3 am. I'm going to try and take a nap eventually, whatever good it will do. At this point I just want to curl up in a ball and ignore the world.