Stupid Blogger.

I tried twice to blog last night and each time it would not publish. I spent a long time typing in my thoughts only to have them disappear because the site is screwed up. Well, to summarize, I had an epiphany yesterday. And it was that I am a lazy bastard, that if I didn't spend so much time on the computer the house would be/ would have been alot cleaner. And thats it. You see, I was sitting at the computer yesterday doing my thing when I glanced at the clock. It was 2:15 pm. It was at that moment that I realized that I hadn't been off the computer all day, since 10 am, and that I had to get ready for work. I had done nothing around the house, besides tending the boys. And then it came to me that I have been like that for a long time. I have wasted so much time, being on the computer, doing essentially nothing. Time I could have used to wash dishes, or pick up the kitchen or the living room. Or do other things. Laundry. Anything.

But I haven't, and I regret it now. I have caused Monica undue stress because I am so lazy, so complacent. So I'm going to try to make an effort to stay off the computer during the day. The only problem with that is that Monica is on the computer after I get home from work, and is usually on for some time before I get it. And then she wants me in bed by 2. I guess I will have to be more demanding about it when I get home from work.