I need a farkin JOB!

I am getting so frustrated right now. Tony and I have been looking for a job for like 3 weeks, with no success. We've filled out apps. both in person and online with no responses, no replies. Oh, except for one from a temp. agency in Knoxville.

This is depressing. And crap, its cold in here. Sorry, felt a breeze and got goosebumps. Its not just the rejection that bothers me, its the fact that I've heard NOTHING. In the case of job-seeking, no news is NOT good news. I have 7 other people depending on me, and less than a week's paycheck in the bank. I'm trying to avoid the dark place, but its hard. Every time I think about it, there's swirling chaos in my head. I am so irritable. I have no sex drive. I want to sit down in a dark room and rock, put on headphones, close my eyes and hope the world just goes away.

Think I'll go smoke.