More bitching by me

I'm still stuck on this whole yin-yang issue.  Everytime we have the opportunity to get ahead, something seems to happen to get us behind.  A few examples: I go back to work and start having attacks again; Me, Tony, and Moni all working at the same time, then Tony breaking his toe and me in and out of work.  Though I found out from Tony that since he was working when it happened, he'll still get paid since its a workmans comp. case.

School.  I don't see how it will happen for me this year.  The only way it will happen is if we get another car before the end of August.  Schedules vary way too wildly for it to be otherwise.  Though I finally picked a major: Computers and Networking.  I think I'm better off leaving cooking as a hobby; I think I'll enjoy it more that way. 

I'm very close to selling stuff on e-bay for the cash we need.  The regular phone has been turned off for a week, and today the water co. shut off our water, though they are coming back tomorrow to turn it back on; Monica somehow wrangled enough money to get them paid.  And then there's the accidentally bounced checks to the food store and gas company... I just don't want to think about it now.

Dammit, I'm out of soda.

At least I can pee outside. Its dark.