Things aren't working out the way they were supposed to.  I've been dizzy to some degree ever since Dr. Merwin released me to go back to work.  I'm supposed to be getting better, not worse.  I'm taking all my meds, just like I should.  I've been taking the antibiotic everyday, religiously, like the doctor told me to.  I've been getting my allergy shots every week like I should.  But none of it seems to help.  I went back to work on the 6th, since the 5th was a holiday, and worked that Tuesday and Wednesday.  Then I got worse, and called in Thursday and Friday, and ended up taking some vacation time last week, in hopes I'd get over it by now.  I haven't.  Today I called in, and this is about the worst I've felt in a long time.  Felt so bad I had to lay down and leave Sher with the kids 'til Moni and Tony came home.  And now Sherrie and Moni don't feel good.  I feel like I'm letting everybody down.  I need to work so I can get us ahead.  I make as much money as Tony and Moni combined.  Our bills are falling behind, we have no money in the bank... I feel powerless.  I can't help my family and I can't help myself.