Oh man, my ears feel full, I have a headache, and I've been dizzy all day. I would not work today if I had the time to take off, but the bastards took away all my vacation time for being on leave last year. I guess 8 years of service means little. Moncia should have been home 10 minutes ago, but thats ok 'cuz I'm still putting on my socks and shoes. Oh, there she is. Well, I'm off. Perhaps we'll chat later.

Stupid Blogger.

I tried twice to blog last night and each time it would not publish. I spent a long time typing in my thoughts only to have them disappear because the site is screwed up. Well, to summarize, I had an epiphany yesterday. And it was that I am a lazy bastard, that if I didn't spend so much time on the computer the house would be/ would have been alot cleaner. And thats it. You see, I was sitting at the computer yesterday doing my thing when I glanced at the clock. It was 2:15 pm. It was at that moment that I realized that I hadn't been off the computer all day, since 10 am, and that I had to get ready for work. I had done nothing around the house, besides tending the boys. And then it came to me that I have been like that for a long time. I have wasted so much time, being on the computer, doing essentially nothing. Time I could have used to wash dishes, or pick up the kitchen or the living room. Or do other things. Laundry. Anything.

But I haven't, and I regret it now. I have caused Monica undue stress because I am so lazy, so complacent. So I'm going to try to make an effort to stay off the computer during the day. The only problem with that is that Monica is on the computer after I get home from work, and is usually on for some time before I get it. And then she wants me in bed by 2. I guess I will have to be more demanding about it when I get home from work.